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Growing friendships in the season of mothering littles (Hard, but worth it)

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Finding friendship in the season of mothering littles - hard, but possible. And so, so worth it.

As an adult I’ve never lived in one place longer than four years until now. I never set out to move around but all throughout my twenties my work took me to different locations and I easily adapted, made friends, and found people to live in rich community with. I thrived on change and challenge and reinventing home each place I went.

After Ryan and I were married I moved to a new city and joined a new branch of our ministry in a place where I only knew a small handful of people. Maybe I should have been nervous but I wasn’t. I was excited to be starting a fresh chapter with the man of my dreams and since I had already relocated seamlessly a few times, I had no reason to believe this would be any different.

Many say the first year of marriage is difficult but our first year of marriage was easy. During a time where my whole life was in flux, my marriage was absolute grace to me in the midst of finding my place in a new location surrounded by people who all seemed to be perfectly happy with things just as they already were.

It wasn’t that they didn’t want to include or befriend me, it was more that they had a shared history (of which I wasn’t a part) that was the defining bedrock of their relationships. I have never heard so many inside jokes as I did that first year! I often felt on the outskirts and wondered how I would ever genuinely fit in. It was a totally new feeling to this easily adaptable, fairly outgoing, self assured girl and it caught me completely off guard.

Marriage and babies change friendships; it’s naive to think otherwise.

To compound the friendship ‘problem’, a year after marrying we began to have children. If you’re a parent you know how that changes things. Like it or not, there is a clear line in the sand between Life Before Kids and Life After Kids. It’s just different. Not exactly better or worse. Just different.

Before marriage and children, you have so much more time to float in and out of social circles, going wherever something exciting is happening. Your friendships seem to form a little more organically – they grow from the ground up as you spend time doing life together. You naturally gravitate toward those you have chemistry with and friendships sprout over late nights and day trip adventures, party hopping and church functions, weekend getaways and family holidays spent with whatever ‘family’ you’ve chosen as your own. (That was my experience at least.)

But as a married person, and especially once I became a parent, so much of my time became consumed with nurturing the relationships under my roof. And if I wasn’t caring for someone or enjoying someone there within the walls of my own home, my next blaring need was for alone time to regroup. Having time and energy left to devote to friendships became harder than I cared to admit.

It wasn’t that friendships became less important once I had kids. In fact, I think they became more important. I desperately needed life outside of spilled milk and cracker crumbs, both with other moms who could relate to this new crazy of my life and with people I didn’t end up talking about parenting with (can I get an AMEN for our beloved childless friends?!). But as important as friendship was, it was also becoming more difficult for it to grow organically like it once did. No longer would we just say, “what’s happening Friday night? let’s do it!”. Our conversations began to sound more like “what time do your kids nap? and how much time do we have until you need to go home to breastfeed? and is today a carpool day?”

Friendship in the trenches of motherhood – cultivated through a million little things.

At times I’ve missed the ease of friendships that I used to enjoy in my twenties, but I’ve come to appreciate the cultivated friendships I have today. They are different—yes—but they are solid. They have been slowly built one play date at a time. They have been developed over texts of, “my kids are sick and if you happen to go to the store today can you pick us up some toilet paper?” They have formed through conversations of “I saw a sale on kids jeans and I know you’ve been looking for some”. They have matured through facebook messages of “I made double the lasagna today so I’m dropping off dinner and don’t you dare lift a finger.” They’ve been forged one girls night out at a time, far too few and in between.

The friendships I have now have not come easily, but maybe that’s what makes them so precious to me. We have fought for them, invested in them, been deliberate about carving time out for them. We have chosen them and let them choose us.

I still have many friendships that have remained from past chapters of my life – from my girlhood, my teenage years, and my wild, adventuring twenties. There is nothing like them and nothing that will ever replace them. They are some of my richest treasures. But the friends I have around me right here, right now – they are special too. They’ve been planted and watered through the season of late nights and early mornings and learning how to be a grown-up with little people depending on me. They have sprouted in the spaces of park benches and McDonalds playgrounds, combined family days at the beach and noisy toddler birthday parties.

They have come slowly, but they have come.

And sometimes I wonder if the unhurried pace of their blooming has been the most solidifying of all? Not the sudden burning chemistry of attraction that shows up when you’re bouncing from party to party and you connect with a person who shares your same passion for fill-in-the-blank. But the slow, steady, measured love that take root when you’re committed to tilling the soil, planting the seed, tending the vines, and waiting for the fruit of friendship to come.

Be encouraged, moms of littles.

You may be a person who’s never moved and who has a plethora of friends who’ve seen you through every chapter and season of life – you all grew up and got married and had kids together, and you’ll probably grow old together. Or you might be like me, having built friendships from scratch more than once.

Whatever the case I want to encourage you that friendship is worth pursuing. It might feel harder than it once did but that’s not because you are any less loveable or worthy of belonging. It might just be that the nature of friendship will look different to what you’ve experienced before. Don’t cling to your old normal – you’ll surely be disappointed. Ask God to help show you a new normal.

Don’t be discouraged if you feel left out, lonely, or like you don’t totally fit in. (Chances are the next mom does at times, too.) Instead, take the time to invest, move slowly, think long-term, and widen your perspective to include a new way of cultivating friendships – one play date, one text, one library trip at a time.

Maybe we don’t have the intense need for a BFF to share matching heart-shaped necklaces with anymore; maybe we’re better off cultivating some slow-growing Really Solid Friends. (Though RSF doesn’t have the same ring to it, does it?!)

Dear friends, have you experienced change in the nature of your friendships like I have? What has been your experience in finding friends when you land in a new season, new location, or new set of life circumstances? Have you been discouraged? If you’ve found your way through a difficult or lonely patch, please share one truth in the comments with other moms of littles who need to be empowered in building friendships during this vulnerable season of life?

Love, A

 

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  • Reply Amber 28 October 2013 at 6:09 am

    Thank you for this beautiful post. We have moved several times in our six years of marriage, our latest move happening during my second pregnancy just before we had twin girls, which made it pretty impossible to dive into community for a while. I have found friendships developing slowly the way you describe, and I completely agree with you that the intentionality they require makes me appreciate them so much. At times it can be frustrating because it seems like a long process, but God’s timing is always perfect, and it’s amazing how He provides the depth of friendships we need when we need them! Thank you for this post – you are an encouragement!
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  • Reply Brittany 28 October 2013 at 2:22 pm

    This post is so encouraging. I have two little boys, two and eight months. I love my life with my little ones. However, we moved to a new state a year ago, my husband travels for work, often, and I find it hard to make friends. I started thinking to myself, why in the world is it so much harder here… Then I realized, I had a baby eight months ago and I don’t have the time like I used to. It’s no longer a natural, organic event. I actually have to make an intentional decision to make friends, cultivate relationships, and send a stinking text! I’m very grateful to know I’m not the only one out there facing this!

    • Reply Adriel 13 November 2013 at 9:49 pm

      oh brittany, you’re so not alone! i’m glad you found this encouraging. it’s not easy mothering littles and our friendships are so important. GRACE to you as you continue to settle into your new home and city and may you find your ‘village’ there quickly!! xo
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  • Reply Alicia 31 October 2013 at 4:57 am

    Wow! I came upon this completely by accident when someone else linked to another of your posts. The title jumped out from the side at me. Today I was near tears feeling so discouraged. I completely resonate with all that you wrote. I am someone who has moved a lot, easy going, loved making friends, loved new situations. My oldest is 9 years old and I believe somewhere in his first few year is when I first realized the “difference” in how friends are made. Actually, it was the first time I realized that not all women were like me! Until then my friends were all kindred spirits that we shared passions together. Only one of my friend got married when I did and had kids and she lived across the country. It has taken many years but I have some very special friendships with other women who were in my church community who have children the same age as mine and several women who have older children and have blessed me with love and wisdom. so why so discouraged today? Well 5 years ago we moved from the city to a small rural town. This too is the longest I have ever been in one place. I still see my friends in the city, but I would love to have those same kind of friendships here. But it is so hard when most of the women have grown up together and had kids together. I needed the reminder that it takes time and lots of effort and GRACE! Sorry for such a long reply but I greatly appreciate your article. Blessings to you

    • Reply Adriel 13 November 2013 at 9:56 pm

      Alicia, it’s always so encouraging to hear that someone found their way through the internet to a post that resonated with them for THAT day in THAT circumstance. God is incredibly faithful in the small things and that just never gets old. Thank you for taking the time to share some of your story and your struggle.

      Jesus, would you pour out your grace on Alicia in this season and may 2014 be a year of great fruit in her friendships. Abundance and sweetness and much to celebrate. We give thanks for your grace that makes a way and we ask you to make opportunities to grow in these friendships clear and plentiful. AMEN.

      Bless you too, girl. xo
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  • Reply Andrea 9 November 2013 at 4:56 am

    I really needed this today! Thank you! It seems like most of the women I make connections with just don’t live close by, and getting around with a baby is so difficult. All the friends I made in my area where I moved a few years ago are teacher colleagues from work, and now that I stay home…I realize how friendless I have become! 🙂 A time and a season for everything, I guess. 🙂 Thanks for your message.
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  • Reply Alissa 14 November 2013 at 2:43 pm

    Wow, thank you for this post!! I don’t know how long it’s been up here, but I needed this now. It’s something I’ve been starting to think about as I’m in one of those ‘lonely’ times, and really desiring real friendship. I’m a new mom, have a beautiful baby girl who’s almost 10 months old, and am overwhelmed and blessed by what you wrote. THANK YOU! Lord bless u for your encouraging heart and words.

    • Reply Adriel 15 November 2013 at 2:40 pm

      i wrote it about two or three weeks ago alissa – so not that long ago. i’m so glad it found you right when you needed encouragement. being a new mom can be really isolating and hard. may god give you GRACE as you seek to develop friendships… and EYES to see possibility in places you’ve not yet seen it. HUGS. xo
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  • Reply Nessa 15 November 2013 at 6:47 am

    Thank you for this… for the encouragement and reminders. We are 7 months from a big move and I am leaving a this temporary landing spot for us that has turned into our home. Where I had both my babies and learned to be a mama. Where I made my first sand box friendships and cried and laughed with new mom friends until they weren’t new friends anymore.

    Even though I am scared for this move and being the new mom in town… may He give me the courage and grace to reach out with my heart out.
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    • Reply Adriel 15 November 2013 at 2:37 pm

      that IS a scary thing. i feel for you nessa. MUCH grace to you as you prepare, transition, and resettle. i KNOW god will be faithful. xo

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